Free Spirit Diary

[Free Spirit]

So today is, I think around the third week of my seven week during vacations. summer holiday huh?
I geuss with my week off from work I was just bored and because I'm in a lot of stress lately I though:
Hey mayby this is a good moment to start a website? Where I can dump my frustrations and stress by writing it off!
Well at that moment it sounded like a good plan but now I'm working on it, my hope is weakening.
I meen, come on? who is going to do this? is this website a flop? am I the only one using it?
Well that would be stupid.. but it can never hurt to try?

So I geuss I will keep going with this website and mayby I get some followers! that would be awesome!

Well I'll keep it on that for today, I geuss I see you tomorrow?
Bye, Free Spirit

[Free Spirit]

Right now, I'm in kinda trouble with meself.
You see there's that girl I know from the school I'm on, but she just really hates me and try to do everything she can to make me suffer.
I don't hate her? I've never ever done that before.
Actually I don't hate anybody, I just don't like some people.
But she realy hates me. She thinks that when I'm close to the boy she like, she can impress him by dragin me down and hurt my feeling?
She doesn't even know that he dislike her from the beginning.
But she just don't want to believe that, can you geuss how stupid she is.
Well I'll try my verry hardest to stay calm and foccust but I'm affraid that one day before my exams will be over I will attack her no matter what.
Just to make her clear I will not accept that she is trying to ruin my live en turn my friends against me!

She can't break me! But still.. Somewhere she is following me, in my mind and thoughs.
She's like a nightmare, who just doesn't want to stop. I just want to be left alone can't she see that?
How muts she's hurting me?

Ow well, I geuss I can't give up yet, I know I'm strong and smart and I can stand up against her as well
Even she is the biggest bully I've ever met in my entire life I will stand up against her.
She will see!

Hey.... That really feelt so muts better! I think this really can work for me!
Bye diary! tomorrow I'll tell you what happend that day okej?
goodnight! Free Spirit

[Free Spirit]

It was... a pretty buzzy day today.
We went shopping for some chairs, cause the chairs we have here at home are really gonna break down soon.
I don't wanna say I'm fat or heavy or something like that but my dad always tells me I am.
I put on a little weight lately so right now I'm about the 152 pounds but normaly I weight 148.
Because of that weight my dad sent me to the gym.
I stay there and train always a bit longer than a hour because me condition is bad (medical problems) that I can't work longer.
My dad thinks I'm to fat for a normal heathy girl so he tells me that all the time
I'm about 5.58 feet tall and I'm pretty strong for a girl so it's okej the way I look right now.
I've been to a docter to see what he thinks about it?
But he said that my breasts are one of the problems first.
My breasts are pretty big and they fit with my body even so there verry heavy to carry around so to make them lighter and smaller I have to train the breasts parts first.
Second is that my bones are heaver than the normal bones need to weight.
Don't ask me why that is cause I have no idea.

Even so after all of this my dad still thinks I fat and confronts me with that. It hurts my feeling a lot.
Well I geuss that all for today? O wait!
The tombstone for my grandfather and mothers grave finally has arrived today so they have finally peace. I'm so happy the stone looks beautiful.

bye-bye Free Spirit

[Free Spirit]

Okay so today we went to see the market, was verry nice.
So buzzy, I hate it went people just stop in the middel of the road, I mean, helloo? Your not the only one here? But okay I brought to new big rings I'm wearing right now!
I just love them and if that wasn't enough I went shopping allone in my hometown and came back with 5 backs full of stuff I brought meself!
Withs is verry special because I normally hate shopping.
I still have to write a letter to my brother, it's about a half year sinds I heard last of him...
I mis my brother he's in the army so he's away a lot and when he come home he never stops home, he go's directly to the house of girlfriend...
I hate her.

But whatever I brought him a gift so I hope he can forgive me that I kinda forgot him.
Anyway I got horribel news today!
I don't have any work anymore!! There isn't any work to do on my job so my boss callt today to tell me I could stay home! I'm so pist that I have to stay home...
It's my first job and I need the money for a new gitar!

I hate life... Free Spirit

[Free Spirit]

Hey Diary!

Sorry I'm so late today.
But today was awesome! I brought my first I-pod!
I'm so happy with it.
I put on my favorite songs!
Do you wanna know who my favorite is?
Queen, I love Freddy Mercury, he's my idol.
And I put on One Direction.
My celeberty crush is defenetly Freddy but I like Louis Tomlinson from One Direction too.
I like boys who have a good sens of humor.
When a guy doesn't have that it's a no-go

Well I of early so I can play a bit with my I-pod (still doesn't know verry well how to use it
Bye Bye! Free Spirit

[Free Spirit]

Hey Diary

Today was okej, pretty boring though.
I'd played a bit on my I-pod and relaxed a bit.
Mom and dad left me alone so I didn't got disturb all the time.
I fond out some new cool thinks I could do with my I-pod.
Stupid you have to pay for everything though.

I record my voice so I could hear meself sing...
I didn't know I had a terrible voice.
Why are my friends saying I sing well when it sounds so horrible!?
I was shockt when I heard meself for the first time...

Well I geuss I go to sleep now it's alreaddy pretty late.
Goodnight diary.

Free Spirit

[Free Spirit]

Hey Diary

Today? awesome!
My oldest sister came over with her neighbore, he is awesome too!
So friendly, so clumsy, so funny!
I really love that guy.
To bad he's 28 years older than me and I only date with guy's till 5 years older and than it a no.
When they left I gave him a hug and he hug back than he gave me a kiss!
Like hell I was blussing.
And he just gave my mom a hand no kiss or something.
I think I should wachtout before I go way to far.
But I trust him so I don't think anything will happend.

Well thats it for today now for a good nap.
Goodnight.
Free Spirit

[Free Spirit]

Ewa Diary!

Relaxed day today.
Together with my family no problemo!
Everything went fine.
My little coussin is so sweet.
Ow and me and my friends decided that we are going to a concert of Owl City in the winter holidays!
I know it's early but prepairing is a must.
by the way my sister calld me just now.
Cause I had a 'fight' with a friend of her?
That now all over cause he didn't meen to do anything to me.
Hahaha her neightbore and my friend talked to me trough the phone.
Acting like a duck!
I laught the hell out of meself.
In the end I ask him we he made me laught so muts?
Because he wanted to turn a smile on my body?
I geuss he ment smile on my face?
O well he a good guy so whatever.

bye-bye diary
Free Spirit

[Free Spirit]

Ewa Diary

Sorry I didn't write yesterday.
Well you didn't miss anything it was a boring day and I felt sick.
Man I almost died from a headache yesterday.
I went to the gym in the hope it will stop.
It did for about a half hour than it started again.
Man I felt sick.

Today I cleaned up my room first time in about 4 weeks.
I know gross.
But hey I was add work and really tired so I had a reason not to clean up.

I heard a friend of my is coming home this friday.
I really feel like: If she's home we are going out for a shopping trip with another friend of us and have a real girl movie night.
Can't wait until she's back!

Bye-Bye diary!
Free Spirit

[Free Spirit]

Ewa Diary

Again nothing yesterday.
My dad is finally finishing the kitchen.
With we work on for.. I geuss about four years now?
Anyway it looks beautiful.

Today I made a plan with a old friend of my to go swimming tomorrow.
Lookin forward!
And for the rest?
Didn't do anything special.
I was so bored that I decided to take a ride on my bike to the hometown of my dad.
I went to his and his dad's old house.
It's in about six years sins I've been there...
It looks horrible now.
It use to be a beautiful old house but now it seen to breake down any minute.
I miss going to that house.
It was like a second home.

I miss my grandpa. He died about eigth years ago. Two weeks later my grandma past away from Alshymer Syndrom... He didn't had to go... He was so heathy so good for people. It's not fair.

Bye-Bye diary
Free Spirit

[Free Spirit]

Jo Diary

No I didn't forget to write for tree days, I just didn't felt like writing.
Sorry.
First day, (day before yesterday) I went with two of my friends to the pool.
Verry nice, verry cold outside, cute boys inside.
One was flirting with me to obvious and dude he just grap my leg.

Second day, (yesterday) I had dinner at my sister's place.
Played some games with the neightbore.
Almost got him just because he can't use the force like I can. (we were playing star wars)

Today, boring day and we had a BBQ.
Baked some nice fish.
Mom and dad one, me twee all for meself.
And people wonder why I can eat so much.
My sisters thinks it gross the way I can eat, just because it's so many.

I think I go the bike and go for a ride. I feel bored. Don't know were I go as long as it's far away from here!

bye-bye
Free Spirit